Thursday, August 18, 2016

IPUCUS Pinecone Album Review

This review is a little late. I had to set it aside for the moment due to life. Things got a little bit crazy and still going. But IPUCUS Pinecone (Demi) himself came to me a few weeks ago asking if I would review the new album. Of course I accepted and I gave the album a few listens(of course a few days later).

For those who reading this pretty much knows I am a huge fan of Island Earth Records and probably seen me at a show or two. This review could be bias but I assure you that I am giving my honest opinion on it. But then again my music taste is all over and some have been known to say odd. It's been awhile since I've wrote one of these and will probably be all over the place. Whether you are ready or not here comes some word vomit that I hope turns into something readable and to the point.

When the man himself asked me if I would be willing to do a review I felt honored. It's not everyday that someone like me, that started out as a fan and grew into something different, gets asked personally by an artist. But then again we are talking about one half of the Villebillies and Bass Drum Aliens and a few other projects we are all familiar with.

IPUCUS Pinecone is Demi's way of nerding out of sorts on a subject matter he finds fascinating. There is absolutely nothing wrong with letting your weird side (oh yeah a little Eyedea). Sometimes you have to explore it or else you end up going nuts. Bowie did it with Ziggy Stardust and now Demi is with IPUCUS Pinecone. You can tell his passion on the subject line after line. But does it hold up after a few listens? To me it does just that. I will admit I did grow fond of one track more than the others but more on that after.

Overall I really enjoyed this album and more so with each listen. I could sit here and review every single track one by one but I feel that each track will become its own different being to each listener. Each person will have their own personal feelings for each song and develop their own opinion. Hell if you are reading this then there is a good chance that you have already listened or are about to but wanted to hear someone's ramblings about it. So now my opinion if you couldn't have guessed it by now.

I really enjoyed this album and will add it to my every growing Island Earth collection. IPUCUS Pinecone has landed and is taking over set of ear drums at a time.

Now to mention a little about my favorite track.

For some reason track 6 Clock Shavings stuck out the most for me. Probably didn't help that the chorus was stuck in my head days later driving me crazy. This track is to me the best track off the album. I've clocked more time with this one track than with the album itself. I can't explain why and nor would I, but I really enjoyed this track.

So there you have it. My little review and rambling on the new album.

-Chris

Monday, August 15, 2016

If It Has Tits or Wheels…..

If It Has Tits or Wheels…..
It Will Give You Issues

            The title of the blog is taken from something my boss has said. It has become more relevant than I ever would imagine. I’ve had my fair share of issues with both things. I know guys aren’t perfect and I will openly admit that with anyone. Those who know me personally knows that I would do anything for anyone just as long as real with me and try not to fuck me over. With that said I have had enough of people abusing my kindness and have been openly telling them just how it is. I have lost a lot of friends because of that. But this blog isn’t about them this is about something that happened at the beginning of April this year. To understand I will have to start towards the beginning of March. I am not going to mention any names, because honestly it’s not worth it. But I need to get this out to help better settle my mind. So here it goes my story of a date I had earlier this year. A huge fucking mess……

            January I almost died, I don’t recall the month of February, and I left for a week at the end of February/beginning of March. I came back feeling refreshed, and rested. About a week after I returned I started talking with an old friend. We spent most days catching up and being random. I am not sure how the subject came up or who brought it up, but the question on why we never dated was brought up. This girl had a mindset like me. She didn’t give a fuck what anyone thought, and was random in all the best ways. We enjoyed a lot of the same stuff, and corny jokes. It was a very good question that neither of us had an answer to.

We started talking about getting together once our schedules lines up. We were close and known a lot about each other, and have helped through some bad times. A week or so before our date I had a pretty extreme attack and was having troubles keeping it together. She was able to calm me down fast, Im talking minutes of it all happening. This to me was absolutely amazing, because no one has been able to in a long time and never that fast. So of course I wanted to make sure things went the best. She was going through something with her ex and needed a calm day. (side note if I ever see her ex in real life it will be the last public appearance he ever makes.)

So we finally had a day that was perfect. We had a plan of attack and nothing was stopping us. The date ended up getting a late start due to her getting a late start. I wasn’t worried because it was still going to happen just a few hours later. I finally get the call, and I start heading her way. Finally something was going right. Plans that I made with someone was actually happening. I pulled up sporting a huge smile, and you could tell I was excited. I give her a big hug (with the intention of not letting her go anytime soon) and then the kiss. We both just planted a huge kiss on each other. Everything was going great, we cuddled up watched a movie and just relaxed. Neither of us had to pretend or try to impress one another. It was the first time for both of us that we got to be ourselves. It was starting to turn into the big break I was looking for. That was until the next day when things went south without any notice or explanation.

So morning arrived and we both woke up cuddled up next to one another. It was a great night that seemed like we both needed. No pressures to impress, and no worries. Nothing sexual happened except for the kissing. Sex was the furthest thing from my mind. I mainly wanted to have a nice calm night where I didn’t have to worry for the moment. That’s what it was and regardless of this next part I am glad I was able to enjoy at least one nice night so far. So I was getting my stuff gathered up to leave from the place straight to work. We both had a huge smile on our faces. We kept hugging one another multiple times before I left. I didn’t mind because these days I don’t get many hugs. I get to work a few minutes after (it was close to the warehouse) and sent her a text thanking her for a nice calm evening. She in returned thanked me for the same thing. I suggested before she left to head to her dads she could swing by for one last hug since she was heading that way anyway. She did and we talked about the next time we see each other which would have been the next day. I agreed and then she left for her dads. And now the bad part of this story.

Her texts kept coming lighter and lighter until it stopped all together. Minutes turned into hours, hours turned into days, days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months without any contact from her. She had stopped all communication without any explanation. She knew very well she could have told me what was up. There was no indications that it was anything I did because I was me, a perfect gentlemen. People wonder why I get upset now when plans fuck up on me. It’s because of shit like this. Not one bad thing happened and yet I still get treated like this. So from me piecing things together it looks like she has gotten back with her ex (the future dead guy) who beat the living shit out of her until she looked worse than Caitlyn Jenner. It’s how the world works I suppose. Most of you women over look guys like me and always go for the ones that would harm you. I’m far from perfect, but you can lay money on the fact that I would never lay my hand on a girl.

So that’s that. The last date I had, and sadly the last time I went and did something with someone. She kept her plans with me the first day, which is more than I can say for most of you that made plans and then flaked out on me. Hell I was going to meet up with one friend for lunch just to bullshit, and I’m still waiting to her back to why she didn’t keep it 2 months later. I had another close friend or so I thought make plans with me but it all went to shit when she got together with her ex. These where just basic get togethers to catch up and hang out again. But apparently this whole making plans and then breaking them off or ignoring them is the new thing. I could understand if something came up, but I would have at least like to know. Well Im not standing for it. I don’t need these shitty people in my life. I need more positive and these people just bring me down. I have lost a lot of friends this year due to me standing up and putting my foot down. It is upsetting, and I pretty much overwork myself so I am too tired to cry myself to sleep at night. Life isn’t perfect and I have to deal with it in different ways so I don’t go full Kurt Cobain. I am tired. So very tired. All I need is a good calm night every so often. Apparently that too much to ask for.

So there it is. This is pretty much the only status update (well not really an actual update) you will be getting from me for a while. As always be on the lookout for picture posts of everything but me.

                                                                                    -chris  

Sunday, January 10, 2016

- Static On The Radio -

We forgot to call it quits after the radio stopped working 
Giving into society standards and buying into the monthly subscription 
Happiness for 69 easy payments of $19.82
Looking towards the day the mirror leaves 
Falling away like every other soul that shakes my hand 
My name is a warning for you to stay away 
Clearly my mind is hiding as well
The visions stay behind to taunt me 
Nothing more is clear 
Days turn to unused paint
Nights become the canvas
Painting a picture you will never see
An interpretation of my thoughts laid out for the blind 
Turn the radio off
Close your eyes 
I gave into the night

Sunday, August 17, 2014

The Ups and Downs of the Placebo Effect. (School Essay I Wrote Last Year)

*** I wrote this essay last year for a class. I forgot to post it, but here it is. I wrote this essay in under 20 minutes. I recived an A for it. ***

The Ups and Downs of the Placebo Effect 

When we were little we would fall down and hurt ourselves, and the only way it would feel better if mommy kissed it. This worked until we got old enough to realize that mommy’s kisses weren’t magic but a type of a placebo effect. This type of practice has been around a very long time. Though it hasn’t been accurately pinpointed when it was started but we still practice this today in a variety of ways. So what really causes the placebo effect?

The placebo effect is used a lot more in medical practices.  Many doctors and other health practices use some form of placebo to cause a desired effect on the patient.  A placebo effect is positive transformation that can occur in our lives when our observations, interpretations, and actions are aligned to reinforce the change we want. (Danial, 2013)  Basically this says that doctors use different types of methods to get the desired effect on the patient.

One of the most notable types of placebo effect accrued during the 1800’s and early 1900’s with traveling so called doctors. These people go from town to town and sell some kind of tonic that is supposed to “cure what ails you.” The stuff in the bottles ended up being a mixture of alcohol, some kind of narcotic drug, and random roots or berries. This mixture would numb the drinker long enough for the man to leave town. But it didn't stop there some folks where so set in that this method works that it killed them from drinking a lot of the stuff.

This type of placebo practice is used today. During late night infomercials there are people who sell all types of stuff that is supposed to cure the person. This type of placebo preys on the elderly. They believe that what the person is selling them will help something that is bothering them whether it magnets to heal there arthritis or cream to get rid of those varicose veins.  A lot of the tricks that people have been using for years still work but most of them are placebos.

In 2008, just under 700 American internists and rheumatologists were surveyed about prescribing placebos. Only a small percentage had ever prescribed "pure" placebos like sugar pills or saline solutions. But about 40% reported that they had prescribed over-the-counter pain relievers or vitamins as placebos, not because they believed these compounds would have a direct effect on the person's condition. Even if patients feel better, prescribing pain relievers and vitamins in that way involves some deception. 

Given the large placebo effect, we can expect that these treatment, even if unethical, resulted in significant improvements in conditions that those same doctors were unable to treat using conventional methods. Still, it doesn’t feel good to know your doctors have to lie to you to make you feel better, right? Well they might not have to.

The patient is left tricked into believing that the doctor has given them something that will help them with their issues. Hypochondriacs are often prescribed placebos to help fight off all the different types of problems that bothers them. They go to the doctor’s cause of some new flu virus that is going around in another part of the country and the doctor checks them out and then prescribes them a type of sugar pill. Doctors know their patients and knows which ones are hypochondriacs or not.

In the middle ages doctors would use leaches to get rid of the bad blood in the body to cure the person. This method worked in a few different types of cases but most times it didn’t work at all. Though this is a type of medical practice that is still used in small cases today it still is used to “help”. There are some con artists that do a kind of placebo effect on a person. They will find someone dying of cancer and tell them that they can take the cancer out without cutting them open. They will then create this whole set up where it looks like they are taking the cancer out and the person will believe that they are cured and for some time they will feel better. Just like every other face cure it ends up killing them or making them sicker and losing faith.

A new study demonstrates that the placebo and nocebo responses to pain may be activated by subliminal cues, thought to occur outside of a person’s conscious awareness. Both placebo and nocebo have different effects. Placebo has a positive effect and nocebo has a negative effect. Though placebo is the better known effect, there is an opposite reaction, called the nocebo response, where people can feel worse after an intervention that should have no ill effects. Not all placebo effects are good, just like the lesser known nocebo effect, it has the opposite effect in some patients. 

By studying placebo and nocebo effects, today we are beginning to understand how medical symbols affect the patient’s brain or, in other words, how positive or negative psychosocial contexts can change the brain and body functioning of the patients. (Hale, 2011) This study could help us better understand how the mind works when a placebo is applied.

Given the large placebo effect, we can expect that these treatments, even if unethical, resulted in significant improvements in conditions that those same doctors were unable to treat using conventional methods. Still, it doesn’t feel good to know your doctors have to lie to you to make you feel better, right? Well they might not have to. 

Not all placebo effects have any effect on patients; there have been some cases that the placebo has cured the person. This effect is caused by the mind believe in the cure so much that the body will fight against the problem and win. This is what some people call mind over matter. By believe that this medicine worked the person feels a lot better.

Some doctors are known to just push placebos on patients without properly diagnosing them with the proper illness. For an example give a sugar pill to a person who is a diabetic. This will raise the person’s sugar so high they will eventually die because they didn't get the proper treatment.  What does this mean for the doctor? Does he get in trouble for not properly checking the patient or does he walk for not knowing?

The use of a placebo has its ups and downs, but it doesn't just revolve around medicine like I have been talking about so far. In the beginning of this essay I mentioned that when we are younger that it was our mother’s kisses that made a cut or bruise feel better. This is a type of a placebo that we learn at a very early age, but grow out of it pretty fast. When a child gets hurt the mom will tell the child that if she kisses it it would feel better. Well this tricks the child into believing that it worked and then the child will stop crying, but in all reality it really didn't stop hurting.

Another type of this kind of placebo is when a child gets hurt they will need a Band-Aid to make them feel better. When they are younger the parents would put a Band-Aid on their cuts to keep the infection out, but in the mind of the child this makes them feel better. This to the child is a kind of like a shield, something that protects them from the bad that would reach the cut.  Or when a parent uses a sucker to get the child from stop crying, doctors use this method with stickers, and suckers when giving the child a shot. This will quiet the child and they will feel much “better”.

There are all types of placebos that are used today. You wouldn't be able to go through your local grocery story or as seen on TV section at your local mall or department story without seeing a type of placebo placed upon that shelf. There are all types of different types of placebos out there. It doesn't just revolve around medications and making someone feel better from something that is causing them to feel sick.

An example of non-medication placebo is when a person will go to a psychic to get closer for losing a loved one. The psychic will tell the person what they want to hear to get that effect of closer that they wanted. This is very similar to what the doctors do to patients.

Placebos are all over the place, you just have to take a closer look at what your surroundings hold. I am not going to get into the debate whether a placebo is good or bad, it all revolves the person that is taking the placebo. It is up to you to decide whether the placebo has a place in this society. 

Sunday, June 29, 2014

- Following You Home -

Just like the raven
We have quoted nevermore
Busting through the doors
Like Trojans did to Troy
I wanted to follow you home
And watch you bleed
We have all died before our time
An early grave for us to play in
Breathing life's last breath
You choke on the air      
I have written these words a hundred times
And like a hundred before you just ignore            
So this is how our story ends
Forgetting about the ending we once dreamt of
Today's sorrows
                                                    

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

Johnny Questionmark "Falling In Like" Review

First things first this is going to be my first ever real review of a CD. In the past I did what I like to call lyrical breakdowns. That is where I take a song from an album and write my own interpretation of the song while I was listening to it at the time. It seemed to be well received and people enjoyed them. But this is going to be a full CD review with I hope a sort of review on each track. I hope I can do the CD justice. Ok then onto the review.
Falling in Like is an album you wasn’t expecting coming from a person you may or may not have known about in the past. First off this album holds nothing back. Johnny Questionmark comes out swinging and it really shows. This album is a labor of love. It found life on Kickstarter and did amazingly for a relatively unknown rapper from Minnesota. Johnny was one half of the Minnesota rap group Playaz Lounge Crew (PLC). They had a pretty good following and some great music. They lost out on getting signed to a Psychopathic Records to Axe Murder Boys. This reviewer is actually pretty happy they didn’t win even thought their talent was much better than AMB. It is hard telling what we would have gotten if they would have gotten signed. Ok enough boasting about PLC or Johnny here is a review of his debut solo album “Falling In Like.”
I can go on and on about each track on this album but I will highlight a few tracks and then give my final thoughts on the album. The album starts off with the track Written In Lights. This track is featured in Season 6 of the YouTube series Lights and a Backdrop (link to video will be placed at the end of this review.)  Before the album came out I listened to this track a lot. It’s a great opening track to start off this album with. The track plays off like an anthem, and expresses it in the chorus, “we ain’t quitting until it’s written in lights.” This track also gives the listener a glimpse to who Johnny is and that he isn’t going to stop regardless the hardships that come about. The record starts off strong and keeps getting stronger from there.
Each track holds its ground on this album. The track 6,7,8 has to be my favorite on the album. With some amazing lyrics, amazing production from Caesar, and very catchy chorus it’s hard not to like this track. “So hit me once and call it nothing but beginners luck. And begging for attention wishing I would give a fuck.” This track was on heavy repeat for a long time, and each time I listened to it I didn’t grow tired of it.
The next track I want to high light is Whiskey featuring Dood Computer from Albany. For those who that know me knows I am a huge supporter of Dood Computer’s music, and have shown, shared, and forced everyone to listen to his music. This track is a perfect drinking song produced by Lazerbeak of Doomtree fame. The production on this track is top notch and so are the lyrics from both Johnny and Dood. The track Hang With Us features Mac Lethal, and it’s another drinking song.  This track is a little more upbeat. Again Johnny shines with this track, and so does Mac. It has another catchy chorus and top notch production.
The cd ends with the track Not Coming Back. It’s a perfect ending to this cd. The track is just Johnny talking about losing someone in your life. Relationships end and in the chorus Johnny basically talks about no matter how much you drink they are not coming back. The production is a slow beat that goes really well with Johnny’s words.

I only highlighted a couple tracks off this cd, but honestly every track on this cd is amazing and holds its own. Johnny shines on everything he touches on this cd and his hard work really shows in this cd. One thing that kills me about most radio rap is that it lacks heart, and most people don’t understand my hate for it. This cd to me is better than anything I have ever heard on the radio because it has heart. The track MN Mean (Touble) is a good example of where music is heading to, and Johnny expresses his feelings on stuff being dumbed down for the masses. You can tell that Johnny loves what he is doing and that music is his passion. There is no stopping him now. Johnny Questionmark is a force to be reckoned with. The bottom line is that this cd is just the start and the next thing his does is going to be even better. For those inspiring artist that listen to this cd be sure to take notes, because you can learn a thing or two. Just remember don’t listen with your wallet listen with your heart. This album is one of my top albums of the year, and will be for years to come. This cd is a buy for anyone who is a fan of PLC, or of rap with heart.

Friday, June 28, 2013

- Star Crossed -

Is this something you know to be true?
The end is nothing new
To rise upon this starlit night
Over and under and back again
Watching the moon reflect on our souls
Drowning out the sound of the traffic below
We look out for one another
Sharing our moments without a thought
Let’s close our eyes
And drift into sleep
The sky is falling
Each star is a new chance
Love isn’t for everyone
But there is always that one
To change your mind
To give you hope
We begin to feel the end is near
But do we rely on our conscious
Or do we go with our guts
As we sip this drink
The very last one
We hold on tight as we fall asleep
One last rest until our very last breath
Like star crossed lovers

Another Romeo and Juliet