-Until That Day-

If you blinked you missed it
I just did a trick but forget it
So I'll turn around
And I'll walk
Walk around
Close your eyes
And pick a place
Thats where we will live
we will set up camp
Live our lifes like a Beatles song
For all we need is love
Love is all we need
So until that day
We will stay
Waiting for the benefit
Hiding in a submarine
Yellow as can be
We looked up at the sky
But no diamonds to be seen
Still we can imagine all the people
Lined up on penny lane
So ask me why
And I will come and get it
As we come together
Hearing the blackbird sing
Ill be glad all over
From me to you
I wanna hold your hand
I need you
But I saw you standing there
If I needed someone
Its only love
Let it be
Like dreamers do
There's a place
The long and winding road
So as we live our life
As one Beatles song to the next
We wont forget the word
The things we said today
You've got to hide your love away
Until that day
You wont see me

Life is what happens when you are to busy standing still.

Sometimes I wonder why I am still around. My mind thinks about this stuff a lot. Do you know? Do you understand? I really dont know. Valentines day is coming up. And again I am alone. But Im ok with it. Yeah it sucks every now and then but it happens.


One day I will have my day.


One day.

I want my old life back.. But with the new me.. I just dont know.

And it all just fell apart.

wow

I feel like I am in middle school again. I stopped looking for a girl. and then last night started talking to this girl just gain friends. And I must say there is a connection. I feel a live. I havent smiled this long in a long time. Its crazy. I dont know where to start. I am not going to rush into anything. I am just going to let whatever happen happen. It caught me off guard and I am loving every moment of it.

score one for chris

Dreams

Really what are dreams? They are things you have in your mind of things you want to reach. But why do people get off on leading you around just to smash your dreams. I may not be the strongest person around. But really why must you sit there and crush me. I fell in love over 10 years ago. You where suppose to be my life. You lied to me. You tossed me aside. With all that is going on you decided to drop the news on me now. I really just want to go to sleep and not wake up. Is it so much to ask for to be happy. I think this is the last of me.. I am going to admit myself. I cant do this anymore. I am on my last string. My last hope.

When

I just hope one day that I will get my chance. Im tired of hurting.. Im tired of life. Sometimes I wish I could stop thinking like I do. I know one day it will be ok. I will get my shot. For now I lay alone in bed with my thoughts.