Dreams

Really what are dreams? They are things you have in your mind of things you want to reach. But why do people get off on leading you around just to smash your dreams. I may not be the strongest person around. But really why must you sit there and crush me. I fell in love over 10 years ago. You where suppose to be my life. You lied to me. You tossed me aside. With all that is going on you decided to drop the news on me now. I really just want to go to sleep and not wake up. Is it so much to ask for to be happy. I think this is the last of me.. I am going to admit myself. I cant do this anymore. I am on my last string. My last hope.

When

I just hope one day that I will get my chance. Im tired of hurting.. Im tired of life. Sometimes I wish I could stop thinking like I do. I know one day it will be ok. I will get my shot. For now I lay alone in bed with my thoughts.